What I Wrote in The Past'10

I don’t know what you are doing now..

And I don’t know what to say..

But, I just want you to know, that,

I used to LOVE YOU

 ASALAMUALAIKUM,

Mr, you will always stay in my heart even though you and I were to be separated in the future. Mr, You make me believe in myself, You make me believe I was beautiful. You have almost everything that I wanted from the guy of my dream.  I know not everyone gets what they always dreamed for. So, I agree. I don’t understand why can’t you further your studies?  Is it that hard? I can see clearly that some of them do this, “once they fall and snapped by failure, they tend to set their mind and say “I shall not continue my undefined war”  ... They are wrong. Don’t give up when u fail Mr; try your best to reach what you dreamed of!  Don’t end your journey just like that.  You have the power to control your dreams and it’s never too late to reach for it. You have the brain of knowledge that you can share with people around you.. it’s just that you need to learn how to share them.

They often say that love is blind.. Yes love is blind.. ‘Blinded with a white scarf that you can fold on your eyes and let the person paint the colour of your journey with you loved ones. 

You knew me since I was in form 5. On the 1^st January of 2008,on the morning light of new year eve, we both opened the internet. At first I had no impression on you. My thoughts were like, “ahaa another person that I wish I could be friend with.. yes baby it was you. But I didn’t plan up this relationship.  I am a very lucky person my dear. I’m so lucky to have someone like you who manage to cope with my anger, jealousy, white lies and much more.  Thank you..  Sorry you can’t hear love quotes and romantics saying from myself but I hope you will understand.  I will try to be one but I want to be a unique person and not like the others who can say a thousand words which is filled with lies. I don’t want to make promises that I can’t cope with. I hope by the hard ship that we have been going through, you will stay thought. As strong as you iman. I’m happy that you are back to the road that is praised by all.. Allah S.W.T

Don’t say you love me, unless forever.. by The Corrs

Edited on July 6, 2010

10.45 pm