Might..

Might is a strong word. . It may be true,and it may be wrong.

Kenape kite tak senang nak tahu dan faham perasaan seseorang tu dengan senang?

kalau kite dapat baca perasaan org yang kite sayang pun pasti hati kite tidak akan senang.

sesetengah org suka pendan perasaan bile mereka berfikir dan tak suka berkongsi dengan org lain.

Mungkin,nie pendirian diri dia.

kalau kita suka org tu. ade ke patut kte terus ckp kat die, "hey, you.. i like you"

hmm..nie memang kerja gila. cakap tak fikir dulu.

im not talking straight here.. what im trying to express here is.

I fell for my senior who is 6 years older than me. And he makes me happy and comfortable everytime in with him. However,i don't know how he feels about me. i'm scared that its only me who feels this way. im too scared to ask him the questions. i miss the time that we had spent together. i miss the way he makes me laugh all night when we were on phone talking for one hour.. without any specific topic to be discussed on.

is it because of the age or is it just my feelings that makes me anxious.

i don't want to be treated like a toy. i want to be someone he will miss,someone who he'll always be thinking about. i want to be his everything. Why can't you see it this way Mr. MLS

for me, the moment that we had spent together is one of the most precious moments in my life. i don't want to forget them. Tell me,do you feel the same way like i do?

Im tired gussing and searching for the right answer. I hope and i pray that i will get the answers from God.

"Ya Allah,kalau dia bukan utk diriku.. Kaburkan lah penglihatan ku utk diri nya.

Ya Allah, jika aku bukan pemilik tulang rusuknya, janganlah biarkan aku merindukan kehadirannya , janganlah biarkan aku melabuhkan hatiku di hatinya, Kikislah pesonanya dari setiap pelusuk mataku dan usirlah dia dari relung hatiku Gantilah damba kerinduan dan cinta yang bersemayam di dada ini, dengan kasih dari dan pada-Mu yang tulus dan murni, Bantulah aku agar dapat mengasihinya hanya sebagai seorang sahabat :)"