wondering..

A lady in black clothes and closed shoes was wondering at the park bench..
she looks really confuse and despair.. seems like she's missing something..
but the truth was, She was and kept asking herself, why is she wearing this thing every day..
because: *she have not discover herself..
*she's just starting a new line.. ans she stills wants to enjoy her freedom..
*she may go through a dark tunnel or a bright one..
*should she continue wearing this thing?

Then this man came to her..
"well miss, you don't have to wait to improve ur self until u wear it. u can do it on your way there. continue wearing it.. as it's a must in our religion. You have your own beliefs.. believe in whats right and whats wrong.. teach yourself to learn more about it. then, you would understand "why" and "what".. "

By the way,we don't call it a "thing" it's a "HIJAB"

Then she turns back and saw no one. NO ONE WAS THERE..
who was she talking to? maybe it was a dtream.

slowly,she continues her journey searching for the right path and understanding what is in her religion..

i kept asking myself?

searching for the real "soul"

beep!!!

the sound of my mobile phone.. meaning,i have received a message.. (private and confidential)
not so! it's the guy whom i knwn 3 years ago..
he's not the type that u can call "perfect"..
okay! wtv!
the thing is.. i use to hate when i become their last victim..
Meaning: the last person to contact when you are:
1: boring
2: there's no one else to talk to
3: i need to ask u about campus
4: i need your help!! "i"m so bored"
5: i need a shoulder to lean on
and etc....

I used to hate it..
for me,it's like i'm the last tissue that u have and the last hope of all..
they don't call me for fun or to hang out..
i'm the one who is suppose to click for someone.
"hey! can we hang out?"

Am i that bored? just because my brain is not as same as yours and i don' gossip as often as u guys do?

well,FYI he does that to me.
and some of my friends does tht also.
by mean, my best pal..

but u kept on supporting them.
i know i can advice and lean a shoulder.
BUT.... the thing is I don't want to be the last"

THIS IS SAD..

Juggle

Sha

New! new!
I'm so freshie in this blogging thingi..
so,i'm going to start slowly by exploring more on this site.
people may say that i "so so so last season". So What!

They can say anything they want.

There's nothing wrong with learning new stuff for everyday benefits.

Fyi: today is my friendship anniversary with Mr.A.. but i totally forgot bout it and we got into a big fight. Im tired getting in fights with him, n so is he. so we end up not talking to each other.
but,the truth is "i miss talking with him"



p.s: Mr.A is my Mr.someone