The News

It has been 4 days since we got the news. 
Make him the happiest person in the world, they say.
I will, not only him, but I will make them the happiest couple and I will make them proud. 

Here's a poem that I shared among my training colleagues during The Pathway of Life by Ray and Gay Brooks. It brings tears in my eyes as I recite the poem in front of them, shiver and cold feet.. I could really feel how it effects me. 

Many Winters by Nancy Woods

“A long time have I lived with you

And now we must be going

Separately to be together.

Perhaps I shall be the wind

To blur your smooth waters

So that you do not see your face too much.

Perhaps I shall be the star

To guide your uncertain wings

So that you have direction in the night.

Perhaps I shall be the fire

To separate your thoughts

So that you do not give up.

Perhaps I shall be the rain

To open up the earth

So that your seed may fall.

Perhaps I shall be the snow

To let your blossoms sleep

So that you may bloom in spring.

Perhaps I shall be the stream

To play a song on the rock

So that you are not alone.

Perhaps I shall be a new mountain

So that you always have a home.”

Forever yours, 

dad

 

A short Hello (July - October 2014)

Dear November, 

After years of leaving you, I actually miss sharing my memories with my virtual readers. *If there's any. I'm sharing this one memory that is still clear in my mind. Love. 

July 

I still remember that night, it was the first out of the few nights that we had actually hang out. Our actual meet up, during the night. Where you shared all the memories that you had when you went to Mount Makassa and the travel stories that brings you the best memories and this song, brings me the best moments in my life. I fell in love with the session, the love that you had for travelling, that I had never found in anyone else before. Call me cheesy, but that is what I feel and I’m sharing this with you while listening to

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mAR13pqouhc

First of all, I am really choosy, complicated at things that you will be annoyed with and you made me realized that when you disappeared for no reason. If you knew me longer, had the patience to really get to know me, I would tell and share with you what I have in mind. I don’t really fall for anyone this easy. Refer to the first line, CHOOSY. But, with the passion and the talent that you have, I fell in love and I felt happy and great full that Allah S.W.T had actually sent me, you. 

Without realizing, he has actually made my wish come true as what I had wished for few years back, when I first climbed up the mountain. The journey where I went up the mountain right after a heartbreak, and met someone and had few crushes while coming down the mountain. Cliche!

That moment, coming down from the mountain, I found you. 

Our eyes have not actually met, but I meet yours. I was curious about you. Wanting to know more, 

"Who's this guy, wearing his towel around his waist like no one’s business? " Easy going I assume.   

I have a dream of travelling and I was thinking maybe that would be the journey that I would take with you. Yes, I have not discovered the other side of the street, all this time, it has just been the clean side of the road, and you have been to both side. Looking at me, curiously, as if that’s a crime of not knowing the places that you have mentioned. 

"You have the love for travelling but you certainly haven’t traveled Malaysia enough. Have you taught of migrating?"  Yes, that was the joke from you.  I don’t really have the chance to do all that now, I have my limits and I am not allowed to travel often. Different from you, you were  brought up in a different environment and Yes, I see myself as an adventurous girl, wanting to discover the unknown, curious of what other places has to offer, don’t push me back for things I don’t know. Guide me, lead me if you want me to know new places.

PS: Talk to me again, like the old days, cause I miss us.  


Regards, 

Rina

Relation-ships

"A short term relationship, provides us with countless Lessons to be learnt.
While,

A long term relationship, provides us with piles of Books to study."

So,learn and study well my love on the hardship of achieving one.. 

Next to me..

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Betul kata kau pada malam itu..

“Semua yang berlaku ada sebab nya”

dan apa alasan ku bukan lagi lagu yang berirami di minda kau. 

"Mengapa aku pergi

Mengapa aku mengalah dan

Mengapa aku tidak memperdulikan kau." 

Itu yang lepas.

Itu semua sudah tertulis dan bukan aku yang merancang untuk semua itu berlaku.

Kau tahu,Aku sedar.

Saat ini, aku gembira dengan ada nya kau dekat di sisi aku, tapi, aku masih resah dan gelisah kerna aku tidak tahu, apa sebenarnya perasaan yang kau ucapkan setiap hari kepada ku kerna kau "IKHLAS" atau ia hanya perkara yang sudah "LEPAS" dan aku masih tidak pasti dengan apa yang aku mahukan dengan hadirnya diri mu dalam hidup aku.
Namun, aku bersyukur “Alhamdulillah” kerana kau hadir dalam hidup aku..

Terima Kasih kerana senantiasa ada dekat dengan ku dan sentiasa memegang bahu ku ketika yang lain tiada. Kau beri aku seyuman yang berharga. <3

                                                     Dengarkan- Sabhi Saddi- Nadiku